pointless kik rant because i’m annoyed

I started another chat room on kik. This one is for single lesbians who are looking for more than just a hook up. I posted on craigslist looking for members.


You are right to laugh at me, Homer.

I have 14 members so far and as usual not a single lesbian among them. Well, except me. I’m really starting think that I am the only actual lesbian in existence if craigslist is anything to go by. Every single time I post I get men and married bi women messaging me to join. No lesbians.

This was one of the messages I received in reference to the part of my ad that states people who want to join need to be verified. This is exactly how it was sent to me.

“verfiy this 10.5 inches and luv every inch that you will be recving”

Off to a great start!

Women on craigslist are becoming just as bad. I added a woman to the chat and then messaged her to let her know she’d been added. She thanked me and then a couple of minutes later she sent me a picture of her ass. Jesus Christ. I fucking hate that.

I didn’t ask for a picture of her ass. Do these people know that Google images exist? I can look at all types of asses whenever I feel like it. And her ass has the same effect those do…NONE. Random asses, tits and vaginas don’t do anything for me and I let her know that. A little harsh? Perhaps, but I was just not in the mood to deal. It happens way too much. I’d had a guy the day before message me a picture of his ass in a woman’s thong. I was still peeved from that.

I wanted this room to be more of a dating hub. You know, for people who were NOT looking for fuck buddies, casual sex, or hook-ups, but who were looking for actual relationship possibilities. I stated that, very clearly, in the ad. Sadly, I went into the room last night and the women were talking about how horny they were and posting pictures of their tits and asses. Sigh.

I’m not trying to be a prude or anything, but c’mon. This is not what this particular room is for. I have another failure on my hands.



45 days: day 16

16th day of taking the supplements and the 2nd day of counting calories. Today my caloric intake was 1,135 and I burned 219 cals at the gym. I weighed myself and am at 182.0lbs.

I am doing ok fighting off the urge to eat when I’m not really hungry. I hope I can keep this up for the rest of the week. As long as there are no interruptions I will be fine. I just have to stay focused and on schedule.

45 days: day 15

I’m going to write this before I start playing video games because I will forget. Today I started counting calories. My goal is stay 1,200 cals or lower. According to My Fitness Pal my calorie intake for today was 1,313 calories. Dammit! Eh, It’s fine. I’m not going to feel discouraged because of it. I hit the gym and burned 215 cals. I weighed myself and came in at 182.4lbs.

45 days: day(s) 13 & 14

I’ve missed blogging for 2 entries. I kept forgetting. I have not missed any supplements, but I am becoming a little frustrated because I have not lost any weight. I am yo-yo-ing between 181lbs and 184lbs. I didn’t want to do it, but today I am going to start counting calories. Grrrr. 1,200 cals a day and then burn at least 200 at the gym.

45 days: day 12

Still going strong. Have not missed a day of taking the supplements. I have been late taking them on my nights off form work. That’s only because I usually sleep later on those nights, but I still take them.

I hit the gym tonight. Did 30 minutes on the treadmill and lifted some weights. While lifting weights I was also staring at myself in the mirror. The last time I did that I almost fell over laughing. I’m so awkward. Tonight, when I looked at myself I thought that I had an ok body… except for my horrible mid section. My tits are ok. Well, in the right bra. Something else I need to work on- finding a proper bra. I’ve always like my legs. They aren’t of the chicken variety or too fat. My arms are alright. My body isn’t a complete train wreck. I just gotta get rid of the muffin top gut.

No weighing myself tonight. I don’t want to weigh myself until I get the eating thing under control. I keep eating at odd times and cannot get a good read on my weight. I like to do it at the same time every day. I’ll try for tomorrow night.

45 days: day 11

I totally forgot to blog last night. I took the supplements. No change. I am still avoiding the vending machine at work, but gorging on Crunch Berry cereal when I get home. I weighed myself, but can’t remember what the number was. I don’t believe there was a change. Still in the 180’s. Ugh.