45 days: day(s) 23 & 24

I did not blog yesterday. I fell off the wagon. I weighed myself last night and was back up to 179.6lbs. it made me so upset that I skipped the gym, had dinner, took a sleeping pill and called it a day. I just didn’t want to think about it. Counting calories is driving me insane. I’m stopping for now until I can do it without obsessing over it.

Tonight I went back to the gym, but I’m not going to weigh myself. I don’t want to have another break.

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